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     i came to utar kampar this far is to avoid family problem and be more independent... my parent was not there for me when it come to result.... when i let them see my result... they just say ooo.. hmm... try u best next time...

   i was always have sufficient self motivation to do my work... but last week have really been a week that i was really down... my mom phone me 3-4 time as me to go back melaka.i tell her i meeting supervisor to solve some of my problem and then i will go back,.. and she say why not yet finnish fyp?? why see so much supervisor??

   i never ask for motivation from you , but please don't de-motivated me.... you can not blame me for u weakness... when i go back and help, when i want to go back, my aunt say why so fast want run to kampar... i was like "WTF"..... if any off u can supervise and Finnish my fyp , i no need run to kampar.. kampar is not a really nice place.......... i was down... keeping thinks in myself............. broke down to tears a few times............i just keep quiet as i respect them as elder... i don;t want to fight with them... so before i went back kampar, i left my fyp report behind... my grandfather also curios why i do that , i just said , for people who don know anything and still want to judge me what i do in kampar....